i stole those roses.
I Love That Beach:
knots, nuts and bolts reside with debris and residue
salt water for breakfast, seasick, gut spit the rest of you
drowning in buyer’s remorse ‘cause you traded away the best of you
spray-painted black the window with the best of view
shot glass of gasoline, my plan is full-proof
swallowed my pride and chased it with ale
stomping sandcastles in the sun, tanning a soul that’s grown pale
i brought sand to the beach towing a shovel and cigarettes in a pail
at the shoreline, within inches of a white-flag flail
who are you again? you introduced a thespian
oil and water don’t mix, needed a fix now look at the mess we’re in
tempted to steal back the peace we’re resting in
i commend the voodoo, sprayed me with hex, again
tap a nerve, pull the pins from spine
its always a 50/50 gamble, consolation is half a mind
bandit in all black trying to steal back time
witch’s brew by the cauldron, i chugged straight, sprinkled vinegar with lime
drunk off holy water, bended knee at shrine
her wet on my tongue, no other heaven to find
tasted of her and i took it in vein
pulsing with venom, the pearliest of fangs
no sleep for the wicked, at daybreak the nooses hang
a killer in every sense of the word, sociapathic tendencies and a mean shoe game
rooted in trauma, a rose made of stone, i could not pluck her
but i know exactly how many licks, but that’s ‘cause i’m a sucker
high on a sugar rush, gravity drags me with all it can muster
ignored signs on the road, no breaks, i rushed her
conference calls in the loo, i could never trust her
insecurities and bad behaviour account for the lack of lustre
i waste words but its how i show
i’d like to be a grown up but being emotionally unsophisticated is all i know
tried hard to hold on broken wrists are plated, copper in a row
subscribe to easy cliché, Being Jaded is my favourite show
pioneer of my ways, preserve my heart in snow
why sweat working towards growth when i can let my heart grow cold
if logic is keeping score my loses are 2 and 0
spent the night dancing with devils in new dresses
her sonic symphony slithered inside how sly the treble clef is
high off the sorcerer’s stone, i abide by the Treble Clef Witch
when her fable preceded i disregarded as dry snitch
a direct hit to the senses i’m a fool for this fly bitch
i’m filthy, in need of cleanse, full of hives and an eye twitch
looking for a remnant to treasure through sand unmeasured, i sift
buried in r.e.m., mining through haunted dreams -too much for my mind’s lift
its light work for most but i stumble down steps in the dark
they warn not to play with fire but i am addicted to the spark
being in love with explosives will leave you in shards.
- PVRRIS